Here we are, October already. I guess some of you call it "Fall"? I don't know anything about that... I live in Hell, remember? So, yeah, here in Arizona there is no such thing as "Fall".
I guess I can't complain, it is cooling down a little. Hell, it's only 89 degrees right now! (of course it *is* 8:00 pm, lol!) But anyways, it is cool enough now that I can run outside in the mornings (on the weekend for my longer runs), and it is such a nice change!
I don't really have too much to say. Been pretty "blah" lately. Was sick for about a week, still actually getting over it, and just feeling down and discontent with too many aspects of my life. It's not really like me, I'm always a positive person, and I know this will pass and miss "glass half full" will be back in no time because I'm really not one to dwell on the negatives. If I did I think it would consume me and I would be in a very dark place. I always used to believe that if I work hard enough I can reach any goals I set for myself, but lately I am acutely aware that maybe some dreams are just meant to be that... dreams.
But tomorrow I will lace up my shoes, get out the door nice and early and run my sadness away. I expect there to be a bit of pain, I haven't run since my 6 mile run last Saturday, but for some strange reason I am looking forward to it. I find when I run it's very calming for me. The sense of accomplishment when I am done and the goal I am working towards brings me happiness that I *CAN* do this. And if I can do this running thing, I know I can do anything.